Ever feel like you are outside of the grace of God? If so, this could be a situation where the Spirit works mightily in you.
Being patient, trusting your knowledge of God and not your feelings about what you have done (or failed to do). You don't have to feel the Spirit to know that God is at work in you.
It helps to look at the span of your life and to see where you've come from. Looking at the trajectory of your life, the same way you might look at the flight-path of a thrown ball, you should be able to see where you are going - eternally speaking. This picture becomes clearer as the years and decades pass.
Growing in assurance, through times when you don't feel it much, there is a powerful work of God.